It’s really weird at the moment…. I go through days without sleep and then I have days with a lot of sleep. This is really fucking up my routine these days. Not saying that I’ve got a routine really, but you know.
My room is yet again an absolute mess. I’m actually quite pissed off with that. For months (since the beginning of the year anyway) I’ve been really organised, tidy, etc, but now it all seems to have taken a turn for the worst. I can just barely step in my room, there is books everywhere (it’ll only take a few mins to put them in the case) and there are clothes everywhere. I’ve still not painted that last wall and the doors haven’t been attached to the wardrobe yet. There you go, it’s THAT bad! :) I mean after all we’ve lived in the new house since the beginning of June…
I’ve finally got a good CV. All of you guys know that my CV was always a big, big mess, but now with the help of Tugsy (from Matchbox360) it’s now all groovy and includes a nice little profile section:
“I consider myself to be highly motivated and hardworking individual, who would be a valuable addition to any work team. I always work to the best of my ability, going out of my way to support colleagues if and when needed. Any task I am set will be completed as efficiently and as satisfactorily as possible. I will always bring a new out look on a situation; offering an honest opinion on how improvements can be made.
I am highly punctual and put effort into my personal presentation; I believe it is essential when representing a company to look your best and arrive on time in order to maintain high standards that are expected at work.”
There you go, that sounds quite amazing, doesn’t it. :D So thanks, Tugsy.
In other news I’m also completely in money problems. Being off sick from work a few days has completely fucked me over. There are so many things I need to get, including food, cat food, etc, and of course all the new games. But that should hopefully change soon. I’ve now made a new list of jobs I’d consider and I’ve also ordered the new Open University catalogue,which reminds me I haven’t actually looked at it yet. I’m not sure what I want to do, but I’m going to let myself get inspired by looking at the catalogue.
Another random idea I had was maybe studying full time. Yes, I know I’m 23 and not getting any younger, but I’m sick and tired of all these places that just demand you to have experience AND education. Why the fuck did I fuck up my education? I mean seriously? I am 23 and what do I have to show for it? Fuck all. Fair enough I can speak/write German and English, but so can millions of others. And I can’t be fucked to actually do a job that involves German. For some reason I’ve got this really bad thing with the language going on. I don’t like the sound of it, I hate writing in it and it all just annoys me. That’s why I also prefer writing this in English.
So yeah, that’s my masterplan, do something else, maybe study and NEVER EVER bother with German. Now where did the OU catalogue go? ;)
Well, I could go on rambling about things, but this has to be enough. Also I need to stop Phoebe from jumping on the ceiling as there are some flying things she really wants to get… Meh…. (that’s the word of the day).